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Pat Ferguson's avatar

First, I must admit that your first paragraph totally summed up my current emotional and mental conditions. But, I have to say it’s somewhat scary when someone like yourself admits to feeling all those things too. If someone who understands the principals as deeply as you do, principals we all strive to live by, struggles, what chance have I, I ask? But then, it’s also unquestionably comforting to know it’s not just me who falls out of balance from time to time.

I, too, think I’m seeing a good portion of our leadership practicing less of what they preach around today’s national and global crisis. I often think we’re getting too much mentioning of ‘thoughts and prayers’ without the moving of feet, but I also understand how frightening it is to contemplate how to safely, yet noticeably, move them. I recently left a center that I had invested nearly two decades in building because I felt some of our actions did not match what we claimed our vision to be, and I sensed we were pretending not to notice.

It’s frustrating. Very frustrating. Thanks for letting me know that you feel it sometimes too because that’s crucial to my feeling supported . . . and more importantly thanks for inspiring me to show up even when I’m afraid and doubt myself, because that will help me be brave. I’m not thirty and bullet-proof any longer, but I can be as loud as I ever was!

Rev. David Alexander's avatar

I see you. I love you and I’m all in!

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